Have you ever been so disappointed you couldn't help but break down and cry? That's what I did today I couldn't even control it enough to escape to the bathroom; I cried in public. People talk about ugly cries but I just cover my face and weep so I don't know how to judge that. I only do that kind of crying when I have let someone down. It's the worst feeling in the world to have someone feel disappointed in you. When you have made someone feel this way that means they had high hopes for you in the first place and you let them down. I blame my failure on Pride. I was not a time keeper. What does this have to do with Pride? It's when you feel time is on your side when in all actuality if time didn't stop for Jesus why do you think it will stop for you? Time is not on our side that is the devil's trick. Simply put I learned today if we are not ahead of time we miss golden opportunities and we leave people looking back afraid to move forward because we are behind.
This is not eloquent new age thought it's God breathed. He is the author of time and we must honor and revere it. God gave me a vision that made me weep uncontrollably in a room full of strangers. The vision was if I was there on time angels would have shown up! I missed what i didn't see. But now as I write this the day is over; I'm moving forward and I am now a Time Keeper there's honor in that!
Colossians 4:5 ESV
"Walk in wisdom toward outsiders, making the best use of the time"
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