time keeper

Have you ever been so disappointed you couldn't help but break down and cry? That's what I did today I couldn't even control it enough to escape to the bathroom; I cried in public. People talk about ugly cries but I just cover my face and weep so I don't know how to judge that. I only do that kind of crying when I have let someone down. It's the worst feeling in the world to have someone feel disappointed in you. When you have made someone feel this way that means they had high hopes for you in the first place and you let them down. I blame my failure on Pride. I was not a time keeper. What does this have to do with Pride? It's when you feel time is on your side when in all actuality if time didn't stop for Jesus why do you think it will stop for you? Time is not on our side that is the devil's trick. Simply put I learned today if we are not ahead of time we miss golden opportunities and we leave people looking back afraid to move forward because we are behind.
This is not eloquent new age thought it's God breathed. He is the author of time and we must honor and revere it. God gave me a vision that made me weep uncontrollably in a room full of strangers. The vision was if I was there on time angels would have shown up! I missed what i didn't see. But now as I write this the day is over; I'm moving forward and I am now a Time Keeper there's honor in that!

Colossians 4:5 ESV
"Walk in wisdom toward outsiders, making the best use of the time"

Hey. How have you been?? Well I'm back! My website is up and running and I can't complain. Life is good because it is simple. I am learning simplicity is always better and stress free.

I decided to provide a list of stress free things for the single girl living in a coupled world:)

1. Prayer: Sounds boring but not really. If you truly believe the person you are praying to is actually listening. You can lay your burdens down before Him and don't pick it back up. Feel free to slap a pow pow (toddler talk..) on your hand if you start to fret. Remember you spoke to the one that already knows all about your troubles. He is working it out!

2. Learn to Laugh: I really felt like there was no time to laugh a few minutes ago. I am too busy doing this and that, worrying about this and that. Ask any American it is much easier to frown than smile. Smiling alone in New York? People will think you are crazy! The other day I hung out with a friend laughed till I almost cried. That is food for the soul. It felt so good it had to be good for me. I heard it is so attractive to the other sex. Forget about what strangers are thinking they don't know your story

3. Cook: I know what you are thinking is this the 1950's?? For those who don't like to cook. Have you tried it, what about whipping up your favorite dishes? Taking a cooking class? Cooking while listening to pandora? It's one of the best sensory erupting feelings. Especially if it is done carefree and without anyone to judge your skills. (You get to lick the spoon :)

4. Nothing. Yes doing Nothing. Have you tried it? It pays off. Doing nothing and being grateful for life and opportunity!

Peace be with ya! Be StressLess
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Poem: Call me Clown

This is another random poem. I was in the mood today after months of a dry spell. I hope you enjoy!









 

Call me Clown

Crazy foolish child

Leave dreams for drunks and bums

Every scholar knows faith should be dropped in a sea of wishes

Luck is much better to grab

Chance is the cousin of all

Breathe in the heavy sighs of a glass generation

We do it all our own, we are god.

Call me clown but

I hold on to a tightrope of hope

Base jump blindfolded from jagged mountains  of faith all smiles

Skydive from morality jets of promise

 into passing clouds of joy

“Laugh” as Favor falls with the glitter of the sunset

“Point” as the harlequin juggles small blessings big blessings, jaw dropping blessings in clear anointed hands

 Call me clown why don’t you?

I am running the race set before me.

Love bleeds from my heart

I run for you

Don’t have time to pitch a tent or get high

I’m needed on the road as all the rotten stuff passes me by.

I switched from floppy to mission trainers

 Now the finish line breaks more than tape and

Deters a final destination

? Who is laughing now?  Me.

written by "The Parable Girl" Camille Julien

Won't you be a living thing?

 

Won’t you be a living thing??

Come and awaken with me out of a dream.

Come wonder and wander with me in a place familiar

Won’t you be a living thing for me?

Quiet mountains whisper about you

Holy verdict presses your presence upon my heart

I can’t bear it!

Won’t you be a living thing for me?

Time carousels every turn I look, I watch, wait

There you are a glimpse, apparition, vision from another world, a realm called divinity

I dance with the hidden question on my lips

Do you sing for me? Do you discover me in a requested song? Does a figure follow with this reflection?

I feel a pleasant shadow in the dusk of a daydream and I smile almost float above the ground…

Won’t you be a living thing for me?

A world says, “You don’t exist”

Wait till heaven comes, Enchanted”

I say “this living thing is a plane ticket, a prayer ahead, prophesy chimed, wedding bells spoke Curtains reveal- This man is living and breathes my name to his…

    Here he is.

written by author of the "Parable Girl" Camille Julien